The Fourth Week

Day 18 of the rest of the year.

I was KINDA emotional today. I was just going through one of my old account's emails. I saw one dated back on Sep 17 2009. It was an email for the memorial service for a my best frenemy. She had died on Sep 17 2008 because of blood cancer. 

I remember the day I came to know about her death, like it was yesterday.

When I was in fourth grade, on some day of January, (Lavyrle) just stopped coming to school. Then I came to know from a friend of mine, that she had got blood cancer. And she was an O-Negative. Days passed, her non-existence in the class, didn't really affect anyone THAT MUCH. Then, ONE DAY on a fine September evening, I got a call from a classmate that she had died. I cried a little. Since I missed her so much.

She wasn't my best friend, she wasn't my sworn enemy. But she was something of a best 'frenemy'. 

4 years have passed, and I'm still crying. EVEN while writing this. In this span of 4 years, I've lost A LOT of friends. (I'm a horrible person.) But the one friendship which I've lost and I can NEVER get over is the one I had with Lavyrle. It's probably because we had so many unfinished issues, I wish I could just see her once again and just...talk.

(I'll miss you forever. R.I.P Lavyrle.)

Well, putting that aside. I WASTED my day. I didn't have tutoring today, so, I just had a LITTLE nap, (From 4:30 PM to 6:00 PM.) then do a little bit or homework and such. But I was just watching YouTube videos. My mind was telling me, "JUST ONE MORE VIDEO. ONE MORE. WHAT HARM CAN IT DO?" Apparently, A LOT.

It's almost 8:30 PM, and I haven't started on ANYTHING, and if I don't do my tutoring homework, my tutor is gonna be really angry. UGHH. I can't choose which homework to do. I should probably go with my turbo blast mode.

Oh, Poptropica is the best online game ever. According to me. I know it's KINDA kiddish, but I like it. Fun to play. 

I saw an ad for the Microsoft Office 2013, and I totally want it. I love it. It's just amazing. There is SO MUCH you can do with it. There are new transitions, animations, you can directly put in online pictures without saving or copying them. And a lot of other stuff which I'm too lazy to geek about. 

I've been feeling REALLY LAZY nowadays. Guess how much. I'm so lazy, that I'm not even ready to take out my Sims 3 CD to play it. BECAUSE I'M LAZY. (WHY? WHY do I do this to myself.)

Anyway, If you didn't know, and most of you OBVIOUSLY DON'T. (Since I haven't really said it on the blog.) I write under a pseudonym. My name is not Sam. It's half of my second name. (AND my nickname.) Yes, second name. NOT surname. I don't have a surname. If anyone will be calling me formally, then they have to call me Ms. Aysha. AND yep, THAT'S my first name. Aysha. It's Arabic for smart. Which, as you can see, does NOT apply to me.

Well, I should get started on my homework. THAT's gonna be FUN. 

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

(Still using the pseudonym.)