Hey. SORRY. DOUBLE POST tomorrow!

I will write whatever I can right now.

I just reached home after a dinner party. It's almost 12 AM now. Just 4 more minutes. 

I can't write much today. WHY? 'Cuz I have to sleep. I wanna get up pretty early so Ican begin   on tomorrow's blog. Just a reminder, I'll be posting over here as we'll as on my second blog on WordPress, so I'll link it there tomorrow. 

I really wanna sleep now, so I'll talk to you later.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I PROMISE I'll do better. I'm just cramming now.

Just cramming.

I'm horrible at it. I have my Computer test tomorrow, and PowerPoint is just too boring.

I'm hopeless.

Can't really blog now, 'cuz I gotta sleep. I think I can update properly, ONLY on Sundays, Thursdays and Fridays. 

Moving on, I had a good day today, I had a counseling talk today, and it was eventful. I would love to tell you, but I have to sleep, so I can wake up early tomorrow, and cram more.

Talk a lot tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

It's TUESDAY!

Today went on pretty fast.

We had Computer in the first class, and for the next 4 classes, I was in the auditorium, doing a personality test. It was okay.
The rest of the day was a breeze, and I went out of school as a happy person. 
The only thing that would've made this day better would've been no tutoring. But since I shifted my tutoring days to 'Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday' from 'Sunday, Monday and Wednesday' because Sundays are too hectic, I can't do anything.
Tutoring was also okay. But we have this chapter called Circles and its hard. We have 3 more chapters left, and I have to finish them in, like, 12 more classes. I'm kinda scared. I wanna get good grades for my Finals. 

I have LOADS of presentations to give now. It's tiring. I've been practicing so hard for my Chemistry presentation, but my turn never seems to come. I also have my Physics Presentation tomorrow. Screw that. She told us abut it TODAY. And we have to do it TOMORROW. She gave us less than 24 hours to prepare it. 

I really wanna do random topic, but I can't. I'm outta topics at the moment. Maybe I should keep one specific day every week to do random topic mini-marathons. 

I've been watching The Carrie Diaries now, and they ae pretty cool. I like them. Fun to watch. I really like Sex and the City. Only a few episodes of the TV show, and the first movie. The second movie wasn't that great. But Candace Bushnell is cool.
Getting on to diaries, I love books and movies including diaries. Princess Diaries, Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Diary of Anne Frank and so on. They're fun to read. I enjoy them.

I gotta go before my mom catches me using the iPad when I should be sleeping.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

So...I took the day off.

As in I didn't go to school.

I woke up this morning, and I was fine and I did my work, prepared my speech and everything. But I didn't go to school. Around 6:15 AM, I told my mother that I didn't wanna go to school today. We argued, but then she allowed it. Also, it was good that it happened. I had a serious stomach ache later that morning. I'm having a stomach ache right now. 

I'll (probably) feel much better when I go to school tomorrow. I really like Tuesdays. They're fun. 

I am quite refreshed now.

On another note, I won't be able to update A LOT for the net few days. I think I might only be free in Thursday or Friday nights IF I am not tired. And if I'm not, I'll think of a game or something. 

It's 10:35 PM, and I better go sleep.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I don't know what I did. I don't know where to start.

GREAT. THE Weekend is done.

Yesterday and Today seems to have flown past my eyes.

Sorry for not updating yesterday, I tumblr-ed and blogged a lot on Friday. I needed to chill. Actually, I was caught up in my school stuff, so couldn't blog. I worked A LOT on my blog on Friday. Though I had fun. I got my hard disk today, and I wanted to show you guys something. It's not important really.

I'm on my iPad right now, so can't do that.

I was just playing the sims yesterday. I played the Sims after 2 months, and I felt like I was at home.

I'll talk about WHY I enjoy playing the Sims on my other blog later this week.

Today was majorly, working on a presentation, and watching YouTube videos. And I also have to work on a speech next morning. 

I was looking forward to relaxing in this 4-day weekend, but I realized, I CAN'T. I can NEVER 'relax'. I keep looking forward to these vacations to chill out, but I can't because I'm not supposed to. (Apparently.) I'm always on the edge, because I always have tests and results and homework to come back to EVERY SINGLE DAY. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE going to school. I enjoy it. I like learning. But all this burden has just made me stop thinking right. I never do homework these days, I have been hardly studying, and I...shouldn't be whining about this.

Yeah. I shouldn't. I am LUCKY to be getting a proper education. Some people work SO HARD to make ends meet and go to school. And I'm just complaining about how hard it is. I shouldn't complain. Same goes for all of you students going to school or university or whatever. No matter how hard school gets, or how bad that teacher is at what he/she does, remember you're getting an education, and YOU SHOULD BE PROUD.

Well, this is it for the day. Hope for a better tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Now it's time.

To tell you guys stuff. And RANDOM TOPIC!

Anyway, let me begin with, thanks a lot for dealing with the writer's block I've been having for the past few weeks. I've been so..uninspired. I mean all I do everyday is a routine. There's no adventure. Unless it's the vacation.

People tell me, "WHY do you do a DAILY blog?" "WHY not stick to WEEKLY?"

Well, the thing is, even though writing a blog was 'random' decision, I chose to take it up as a commitment. I wanted SOMETHING new to come up on the blog everyday even if I didn't have anything to write. (By something I mean, real words, and anything worth taking time for and reading.)

I have skipped a day or two here and there, but that's because I CAN'T do it. Not because I don't want to do it.

If I ever skip a day because "I don't feel like it", I'd be giving up. And I have a notorious reputation of giving up. I stopped working on my novel for sometime now, because I've just been too tired. I'll probably start it up soon.

Anyway, I have quite some stuff planned for today. First I am gonna start with telling you the news, I've been wanting to tell you all week.

Just a reminder, if you expect something GREAT. Lower your expectations. Because it isn't a big deal. The only reason I have taken time to tell you folks is because I wanted to prepare it.

I have a 2 more blogs. Not on blogger though.

I started a weekly blog on wordpress, and a random blog on tumblr. I worked pretty hard on it this week, making it as appealing as it should be.

Here they are!

My WEEKLY blog!

My tumblr!

On my weekly blog, I just talk about things going on around me, and my week as a whole. I haven't figured out what part of myself to put into it. But I think I'll probably post the non-school side of me. I have already put in 2 posts, the latest one being, my day yesterday. I am not gonna post that here. So, check it out there.

On my tumblr, I'm planning to put in more media, rather than all words. I also reblog a lot of stuff. It isn't much right now, but it'll grow. I post randomly as I find stuff to post about.

So that was news. 

Another thing I've got planned for today is SLAMBOOK SESSION! I just searched for some slambook questions. You can suggest some questions for me, and I'll compile them or something.

Okay. Slambook Session #1:

1. Name: Aysha (It means smart girl in Arabic.)
2. Birthday: 2 June 1998
3. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
4. Your Idea of a good deed: Helping others, donating money for charity and being a good friend.
5. Favorite Cuisine: Umm..Indian?
6. Favorite Holiday Site: Well, I haven't really had a 'holiday', but I would really like to go to Florida.
7. A place you want to visit before you die: Mecca, Saudi Arabia
8. With Whom You Want to Spend the Last Day Of Your Life: My family
9. With Whom You Want to die: I dunno.
10. Tea Or Coffee, Hot Or Cold, Bus Or Train: Tea, Cold, Train
11. Favorite Sports, Sportsperson: Umm..I am really into sports, but I HAD to choose, Tennis, Roger Federer
12. Addiction: The Sims
13. Did You Quit Anything: Yep. I quit Club Penguin. The member thing was too much. Though I do visit it around Christmas to donate coins for Coins for Change. (Fun Fact: It gets turned to real money, and is donated to the Environment, Hospitals and Schools)
14. What Age You Wish to Say Good Bye To The Earth: I'll let God decide that for me.
15. What Is Your Success Secret: Don't procrastinate.
16. Favorite Actor & Actress, Movie: I dunno, I dunno and till now, it's Scott Pilgrim VS The World.
17. Worst Day; Best Day: That keeps changing. So this is gonna be an I dunno.
18. Worst Fear: There is nothing called worst fear in my life. All the fears I have are equally bad.
19. Best Friend, Worst enemy: Hanan & Reem are my best friends, my worst enemy is the devil.
20. Most Hated Behavior: Selfishness. Which is ironic, since I am also quite selfish.
21. Life Time Quotation: The last few lines from 'The Road not taken' by Robert Frost
22. Any true Life adventure you had, or want to have: None.
23. An Unforgettable moment: The moment I was born.
24. 3 wishes by a genie; What would you choose?: Nothing really, I am content as long as I have the basic necessities of life.
25. Have you ever secretly hated your best friend and if so why?: My best friends are the best friends anyone could ever wish for. That's why they are my best friends.

So that was Slambook Session.

NOW IT'S RANDOM TOPIC MARATHON!

Dog: Man's best friend or worst enemy?

That depends. If you like dogs and you have a dog or something, a dog might be man's best friend. If you are allergic to dogs or a certain dog might be carrying rabies or such, it might be your worst enemy.

NEXT!

Causes of back pain

Your posture. If you thunk your back pain is killing you, straighten up your posture. Stand straight. Don't bend down. EXERCISE.

This one is pretty ironic since I slouch. I try to stand up straight, but everything I do, comes back to slouching.

Faking happiness:

It's not good. I am a pro happiness faker and it usually ends up with me crying myself to sleep. It's OKAY SOMETIMES, but it's just unhealthy. YOU DESERVE to be happy. You might care about others' happiness, but your happiness is just as important as theirs.

Plastic surgery:

I am TOTALLY against it. I would say, "You are as beautiful as you think you are." But that'd be "TOO predictable". So I am gonna say: 

Homie! Plastic surgery ain't gonna do any thang fo' ya! Them needles ain't be healthy. You is as beautiful as you is on the inside. You is meant to look the way you is meant to look. Don't surgify the way the Lord made for ya. You be the most beautiful shawty in the world if you believe, bro.

That was weird.

Starting a band:

Learn to play an instrument. Have friends who can play instruments. Get together. Make some music. Practice the music. Play the music.

DONE.

Playing the recorder as a child:

I never played one. Though I really wanted to. My friend had a recorder  and I was quite jealous. I really wanted to learn how to play an instrument. But I never did.

Sailing across the Pacific:

That's not been an experience for me. I've never even flown across the Pacific. Hell, I have never made it out of Asia.The southern-most I've been is Sri Lanka, The northern-most I've been might be Kuwait or Mumbai, The western-most I've been is Kuwait and The eastern-most I've been is Chennai, India.

Making you own guitar:

The only guitar I've learnt to make is the one with the empty tissue box, rubber bands and empty kitchen rolls.

And THAT was a disaster.

Your favorite novel:

I have many, but I really like Possessed by Kate Cann. I also love Scott Pilgrim, though it is a graphic novel. But I love it. I read the first chapter of The Fault in Our stars by John Green. It was pretty good. I'll probably buy the book soon. But I adore the book called The Lost Boys by Lilian Carmine. It was on Wattpad. Though she removed it from there since she is publishing it. It comes out this August and I can't wait. She had also written a second book, but she took that off too. That one is coming next year. 

Your favorite Christmas: 

I am a Muslim. I don't celebrate Christmas. Douche.

Difficulties of adoption:

That kid is not yours. But you gotta tell the kid somehow.

The Manhattan Project:

In my opinion, it was a bad idea. The amount of money they spent comes upto 25.8 billion US dollars in 2013. And they spent that much money to almost destroy a country. The radiation was so hazardous. I thought that it was a waste of time. I don't know who was right in the WWII, but the atomic bombings was just too far. 

The origin of pi:

Is not my problem. Pi is an irrational number and it amounts to 3.14 blah blah blah.

And that was the RANDOM TOPIC marathon. Sorry, if it was quite less. But I tried.

I did my best on today's post, and I hope you liked it.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I'm terribly tired.

I can't write right now.

I've been out the whole day. I've just reached home. We had gone out with some guests who've been staying at our house. And since today was a public holiday, there were crowds EVERYWHERE.
We had gone to loads of places. We were showing these guests around the posh side of Dubai. Well, it isn't really 'posh', but basically, it's a place near the beach, the residence apartments' are WAAAYYY too expensive, and it's filled with white people. Australians, Americans and the English are one of the richer people over here. Besides Arabs.

I also had to reveal some news today, but since I couldn't work on it, I can't tell you guys.

Also, I was supposed to do a random topic marathon, but I couldn't. You know why.

I am a failure.

I'll try to do them tomorrow. I'll be staying at my aunts' house for the day, so, I guess I can try to get these stuff done.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

FREEDOM. And forgetfulness.

Now it's 4 days of relaxing my muscles. 

Today was a good day. NOTHING brought me down. It was too good.

In the morning, it was quite foggy. Not as foggy as yesterday, but foggy. It cleared up around 10 AM and I was singing 'Here comes the sun' by the Beatles all the time.

The first class was Social Science, though my teacher didn't bore my head off today, it was fine.

Next was Arabic. Well, we made lanterns. We have a lesson including lanterns. 

Third and Fourth was Physics. I HATE double classes. I have 1 hour and 15 minutes of a physics on Wednesdays. Totally, I have around 2 hours of Science (Physics, Chemistry and Biology.) today.

The fifth period was Biology. I had to explain a little about Prevention of Diseases. I didn't do good. Though everyone said that I did.

RECESS! FINALLY. My friends and I just practiced for our Hindi skit. It was funny though.

The sixth class was Math. We just learnt about frequency polygon. Saba had gone to practice for the Republic Day parade, and the next class was Hindi. (Which is when we had to do our skit.) My other group members and I were just praying Saba comes, 'cuz we did A LOT of work on this. There were also many awkward conversations, troubling props and the whole deal. Also, one of our group member was going for an educational tour, and wouldn't be coming back till the 30th. So we had to do it today.

Then it was Hindi, and Saba came! We did our skit. It was pretty funny. Everyone laughed. Though all of us had our mess ups.

Finally, it was Chemistry. We did some sums of Mole Concept.

And that was my school day.

Later, I went for tutoring, it was okay.

Around 8 PM or something, I started playing the Sims. Got hooked. That's why my post is late today. Got Sim-addicted. I'm playing it after 2 months. Long enough.

I'm so happy now.

And that's the day.

I wanted to show you some pics today, but I'm on the iPad, so I can't.

OOOH. My feet are cold.

Whatever,

-Sam Frank.

My mind is all foggy.

Just like this morning. 

It was TERRIBLY foggy this morning. Visibility dropped down to, like, 50 meters.

I realized it was REALLY foggy while I was in the bus since I could hardly see the pavement. It was a scary drive. The bus driver also missed a turn, so we took A HUGE round. 

That was pretty much my morning. 

I really like Tuesdays because, it's the middle of the school week. Also, I have Computer and Music on Tuesday, which makes it much fun-ner. I like Computer because, we don't really 'DO' anything and it's fun with Shwetha and Saba. Today, we had an open book test on MS Excel, and it was pretty fun. The three of us were just squabbling over the answers. Also, Lisha and Shwetha were competing over some sliding puzzle. Lisha had done hers in 56 seconds, while Shwetha didn't complete hers.

The rest of the day was pretty usual, with Shwetha and I just blabbering to each other since we sit in the same group.

My friends and I were also improvising on the Hindi roleplay. It was pretty funny. We were just laughing. I dunno WHAT we're gonna do when we're performing. 

I'll tell you the story tomorrow.

I just remembered, I have to practice my lines.

And that was my day at school.

As usual, I get too tired the moment I sit down in the bus, so, I do some PSA questions and go to sleep in the bus. Even though I get, like, 20 minutes of sleep. I was still sleepy at tutoring. My teacher taught me Circles today. Till what I've learnt at the moment, it's fine. Though I am not fond of it. I expect it to get harder. I expect my whole syllabus to get harder. 

Yay! Just one more day of school, then FOUR days off. 

I hope our Hindi roleplay goes well. I better go make a label now.

So, that's it for now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Well, I got the best news today.

I got 4 days off from school! YEAH!

Yep, that's right, Thursday to Sunday are no school days for me! SOME rest.

I know that, I yearn for my days off from school, but now I think, what will be of me when I get out off school? My best days are the ones I've spent in class.

But let's leave that for now.

Today was a fairly, less tiring day. I had a good sleep in the bus while coming back home, and I had tutoring today. I switched my tutoring days to Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday since Sundays get too hectic for me. 

Tutoring was fine, my teacher and I were figuring out the Math questions in my PSA book. That book is screwed up. Apparently, it also has some sophomore year syllabus in it. HOW do they expect us to learn it? I know, I MAY be in my sophomore year in around 2 months, but CBSE syllabus for sophomore year is the most screwed up thing I've seen. I see no use learn THAT shit. As I've grown older, I've found out that, the further in academics I go, the more useless studies become. I really like to study, but I see no use in going through the academic torture of the freshman and sophomore year syllabus. Atleast the junior and senior year syllabus gets us a job.

Later today, I completed the script for a Hindi roleplay. 

And that was pretty much my day.

I also had some fun at school, with jokes and stuff. I also got to eat some Maggi noodles. I LOVE Maggi noodles. They were my childhood. Those noodles were EPIC-tastically delicious. ESPECIALLY the curry flavor. But then my mom saw some hoax video about Maggi being made with stale cornflour and pig fat. (Fun fact: Muslims are forbidden to eat Pig.)

And I KNOW it is a hoax. 9 times out of 10, videos showing some über-yummy food is 'actually' made of something gross, it IS a hoax. 

So, I plan to buy some Maggi from the grocery downstairs when I come back from school, and cook it up when my mom and siblings are not looking. Probably EARLY morning.

Pray THAT works.

Another thing, I'm not allowed to go to school on Republic day. I really wanna go. It's like the only IT party of the year. And my school is one of the 'no-party' schools.

I haven't done random topic in quite some time, I promise I'll do a random topic marathon on Wednesday or on Thursday.

And, today was my chemistry game-test. I did my part, and I got my questions correct. Though, my team came second by 7 points. Though, I can say, our team was quite hardworking. The team which actually won, had won because of 2 girls who are pretty great at Chemistry. The others weren't really 'that great'. In my group, there was one girl who was really good at Chemistry, and the others varied from 'pretty fine' to 'okay'.

And with that, I should go away. Because I have to iron my uniform.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

GREAT. I forgot to update the blog.

I am procrastinating. If this was a subject, I'd already made a job out of it.

Today was quite eventful. Shwetha was absent, because of some tooth pain she was droning about, (Though I heard a part of one of her molars chipped off.) but today was one of the better days of school. I had a lot of fun today. I was pretty much laughing the whole day. It was amazing. 

Saba, if you're reading this, HEY! Hey Sabe! HEY! Hey! Hey Sabe, Sabe, SABE! HEEYY!

I was also pretty bummed out today because I was expecting pancakes for dinner, but my mom didn't make any.

I'm sorry if the post is short, but I'm cramming for a Chemistry game/test tomorrow. I really want my team to win. Also, I was working on the thing I said I'd be working on yesterday. I'll probably announce it on Thursday.

I had some stuff planned for today, but since I was working on something else, I couldn't really focus on today's post.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Today was a waste. And I speak most of my heart out.

I procrastinate like a pro.

And I am disappointed in what I've done today. Which is absolutely nothing. I have barely done anything today. This day was a total waste. I still have a Hindi letter and essay to write, and I still have to finish Murder on the Orient Express. And I didn't even watch the movie. 

It seems like I need a day off atleast one day of the week, and the weekend doesn't count.  And I can never seem to get ANYTHING done on time. Anything at all. I feel like I need a personal trainer in life. Or in school. Well, just in school. My academic life is a pigsty. I have so many dreams, like, go to college, get better at writing, learn Islamic law, do this, do that, learn something new here or there. But I never seem to get off my ass and do it. I expect everything to be in line once I'm in my junior year. But it isn't gonna be. I'm still gonna be a mess. I don't even know if I'm gonna get there. Everyone talks about how hard sophomore year is with our syllabus, and I just think to myself, "What if I don't get there?" I know there's a lot of negativity going on around here, I mean all I can even think about these past few days is my future. But who doesn't? I think what I need in my life is all this negativity. I think this is the only way I can push myself. Sometimes, I just think about how horrid my life is. I never get optimistic about myself. I always think about how bad things are in my life. But I never go out and do..anything. I always pass up on opportunities because I can't grab one. There is ALMOST always some problem which comes between me doing something for myself.

But I guess that's how life is.

I feel a bit better now. 

Getting on other things, I just watched a bit of SNL today and procrastinated like crazy. It's 10 PM now, and I still have work to do. 

I have a plan under my sleeve, but I won't tell you guys till it actually works out.

But it's a good one.
And it will probably take a week to figure out and stuff.

Well, I should get sleeping now. BYE!

And happy anniversary to my home. Well, it's the anniversary of my family living in this apartment, but whatever. I love this place!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I had the best day with you..today!

It's finally the weekend.

Today was AMAZING.

I had a good morning, just doing some work or something. And a good afternoon too. But this evening was just EPIC. My parents finally took me to Reem's house. I was seeing her after 2 months or something. We had LOADS to catch up on. Like we always do.

I stayed at her house for a week during the summer vacations. And we still had stuff to talk about. I love Hanan and Reem. My mouth is never shut when I'm with them. 

I took my PSA book to her house. Though there was NO studying done. I'm probably not gonna sleep tonight because I really wanna complete my homework now. I also wanna read atleast 15 pages of the Murder on the Orient Express because I have a book review test on it on Sunday. Which is in exactly 24 hours and 7 minutes. From now. In Dubai.

Right now, I am writing some Hindi essays and letters I have to complete. GREAT. I just remembered that I have a Chemistry game kinda test to learn for. It's on Monday. I love Chemistry, but I haven't been studying for the past few days. I did get 9 out of 10 in the test yesterday, (Though I didn't study) but I get frustrated when everyone's watching me. Or when everyone has their eyes on ME. I am not a person who likes being in the spotlight. I like being the brain behind everything. Like a stage manager for a play, choreographer of a dancer and stuff like that. Why am I so awkward?

Also, I wanna get more piercings on my ears. I have one on each ear, but I wouldn't mind three or four more. One of my mom's cousin has four or five piercings on each ear. It looks so cool.

Oh. It's 12 AM. It's Saturday.

I am reading this online comic called, 'Girls with Slingshots'. It's EPIC. I won't recommend this to kids or dorks or whatever. It has quite few swear words here and there. And some homosexuality. But it's a really funny comic. 

I just have to get through two more months. Then I will be free. For around 20 days. Then, if I get to my sophomore year, I should pass through that, and just get to junior year. Then I can choose Arts, and live a little easier. It seems so far away right now. And so..unattainable. I am just praying now. 

Also, I just realized, it's 19th of January. 19th January 2012 was the date I moved into the house I'm living in right now. It feels like I've stayed here forever. I love this house. 

So, I better get going. BYE!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

OHEMGEE! It's FINALLY Thursday!

And I had fun today.

Let me take you through the WHOLE day one class after the other.

I woke up around 5 AM, to complete some bits of my biology journal, and before I knew it, it was 6:15 and I had to get dressed for school. I got dressed, had some breakfast, went to school, yada yada yada. Finally, it was first period. Which was MATHS. We were learning statistics, so it was okay. I had already done a few graphs at tutoring, so there wasn't much to do. 

Next class was English. We were just going through some of our lessons today. My teacher was asking a few students about the summary of some story. A story which I hadn't read. I was just trying out my friend's metallic marker on my table, when my teacher had to told me to give a summary of the story. The story which I hadn't read. 

Let me form this in a scene:

*Noise going on in class, and I am just writing stuff on the table.*

KA: Blah blah blah. (I wasn't really listening)

Teacher: thank you KA, now, you *points at me*, continue the story from where she left off.

Me: *Half standing, because I didn't really have place to stand* What?

Teacher: *Kinda shocked?* Haha, oh my god, she sounds like a gangster with that attitude like, 'What?'

*Class laughing, I am just awkwardly smiling*

Teacher: Anyway, you weren't listening were you? You were talking to your friend.

'Friend': No! I wasn't talking!

Me: I was talking to myself?

Teacher: (At the same time I say the last line.) Were you talking to yourself?

*Class laughs*

Teacher: I think you have to go to a doctor. It isn't normal to talk to yourself.

*Class laughs and some shit happens and I dunno. I zoned out for a second.*

Teacher: (Through all the laughter.) Were you really talking to yourself? 

Me: (I heard, Are you a doctor?) No, I am not a doctor.

*Class howling with laughter*

Me: *Realizing what teacher actually said* I have a hearing problem. I can't really hear anything through this scarf of my head. *I directly glare at Shwetha*

Class done.

That was English.

Next was Islamic, but our teacher gave us the period off, so we were still in class, doing work. Saba, Aisha, Madiha, Saima and I were just sitting together doing our own work and just talking. I love most of my Muslim classmates, they are one of the closest friends I have.

After that was Social Science. We studied economics. I have nothing more to say.

Then was Hindi. We just did a lesson, and learnt.

Then was recess, and next was Chemistry. We had a formula writing test, (I got a 9. More than you, Shwetha.) and then we just revised Mole concept.

After Chemistry was Biology. It was fun, and I'd tell you the details, but I have a paper I'd written during that class which I really wanna show you. But that'd would be much later since I don't have a scanner.

Ad finally, it was Physics. It was just some shit about sound. I don't give a fuck.

Then school was OVER. Just for 2 days though.

After I came back home, there wasn't really much. I didn't have tutoring today, so I watched TV while gobbling up yogurt.

And we just had some guests at home today. And that was it.

That was pretty much my day.

I'd write more, but it's late, and I'm shit sleepy.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

All I am gonna do is screw up this shit of homework. (Feat. The Hanzster & Creamy Reem)

Lots of songs in my head.

You want me to CHANGE, CHANGE, CHANGE, you want me to CHANGE.

I might blurt out songs at any random moment.

Breaking my back just to know your name, 17 tracks and I've had it with this game!

Anyway, I have done quite some homework today. Which I am proud of. *APPLAUSE* I also watched a lot of Epic Rap Battles of History today. I love them <3 

I was watching a lot of YouTube today. 

You shoot me down, but I won't fall! I AM TITANIUM!

Today was pretty good. It felt SO MUCH BETTER to just relax for the day. I know I have the weekends, but something about having one of the weekdays off is a billion times more relaxing. 

I think I have the next Thursday off because we have a public holiday on that day.

One reason I love living in a Muslim country is because we have quite a few public holidays. YAY! :D

There just NO gettin' over you!

Now, a few words from Hanan:

Kim's gotta burnt bun in her oven...eh eh 

get it guys? ...IM NOT A RACIST 

I SWEAR. I love em all colours.

And Reem:

Hello. I sort miss doing blogs. But yeah. 

I like your faces. Bye.

Them exact wordings. TRUTH.

I was just talking to Hanz and Reem, and I just asked them to say a few words for the post. There they are.

When the lights are out! It's less dangerous! Here we are now! Entertain us!

RANDOM TOPIC!

Owing your own car rental:

Must be fun. I guess. Kudos to the people who are owning car rentals.

What if I say I'm not like others! What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays! You're the pretender! What if I say I will never surrender!

Another RANDOM TOPIC!

Cutting people in line:

UGHH. I hate that. You people are rude. Explain your emergency if there is one. Or shout it at my face or whatever. What is your problem?

Yet ANOTHER RANDOM TOPIC!

How to do origami:

That's what the books are for.

Though I ADORE origami. I love crafting. I have an amazing idea for Irene's birthday gift. If you didn't know, I am the kinda person who focuses A LOT on birthday gifts. A LOT. I'd start crying if someone said my gifts are bad. 

I give gifts to my school friends, but I have never given one gift to Hanan or Reem. I guess we never felt the need to or something. 

Well, this turned out to be something else.

 And that's RANDOM TOPIC for now.

Now you're just somebody I used to know!

Today was overall an okay day. I did some stuff, watched TV, watched YouTube, went for tutoring, came back home, listened to some songs, did some some work while listening to songs and now I'm writing my blog post.

Just ONE MORE DAY of school. And then it's the WEEKEND. 

Only when you are in your higher grades, do you learn to cherish those few hours of your weekend. I love you weekend.

Well, I have a lot of you-know-what to do. So I is going.

If you don't know what you-know-what is, it's my damn homework, perverts.

Oppan Gangnam Style! (I am SO SICK of that song.)

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Well, it's Tuesday.

And I'm just happy today.

OBVIOUSLY because I don't have school tomorrow. And I just happen to be in a good mood. One reason why I love this time of the year is because of the TV shows. They FINALLY come back on after their winter break. I've been watching How I Met Your Mother, The Carrie Diaries and The New Normal. And SNL FINALLY comes back on this Saturday. Jennifer Lawrence is hosting, and I am looking forward to watching that. Also, I have really wanted to watch the Silver Linings Playbook. Everybody has been telling me how good it is. My friend, Saba also has the book, so I'm gonna beg her to let me read that. 

Though now, I really gotta concentrate on my studies. I need to get my Maths portion completed on time, I have to complete reading the Murder on the Orient Express by this Friday, I also need to study PSA, (Which is some shit test based on logic which doesn't make sense.) and I have cartloads of homework to do. Now, I have burden of my Biology Practicals on my back. Of all subjects in Science, Chemistry is the only one making sense to me right now. I'm gonna sleep late today, because I won't be able to sleep guilt-free if I don't get ANY kind of work done today. And I have the day off tomorrow, so I can get up whenever I'd like.

I really wanna get something of my chest though. This has been pissing me off too much these days. Shwetha, Irene, Lisha and almost everyone have been saying this to me, and I'm agitated. I hate it when people say that I must probably be deaf because I have a scarf in my head. Well, in school. Because everyone at school have only seen me in a scarf.

But whatever. It pisses me off when my friends say, "Yeah, of course you can't hear us. You have that big scarf in head blocking your ears." And it ALWAYS offends me. Always. I ate it when people say that.

Anyway, I've gotten into braiding hair nowadays. That's cool.  

I really want some kind of sewing kit or something which teaches me cool things. I wanna do more extra-curricular activities, but nothing in my school seems to interest me. If there was something like the drama club or if we as a school newspaper, I'd LOVE to be a part of that. These are the times I find my school useless.

Well, I'd better get sleeping now. I already have a list of things to do tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I ain't tired now.

I am just bored.

Class was horribly boring today. Except for Chemistry. I love Chemistry.

Anyway, I have a day off on Wednesday, so YAY! I am excited! Though I'll probably be making bookmarks on that day.

For some reason, I feel like I'm gonna get into trouble tomorrow at school. 

Also, on other news, I started going back to tutoring today. (As if anyone is interested.) I feel like I'm doing something productive nowadays. (Because I am usually a potato. You may wonder, WHAT does a potato DO? It does nothing. Which is exactly what I do. NOTHING.)

I did have quite a laugh with my class partner today, but nothing interesting. 

Actually, I do have something I'd like to share with you guys, but it's in my sister's hard disk. Which is in India. So you guys have to wait for it. For a few weeks of so.

I'm also looking for some topics to talk about. Or ask me some questions or something. 

I should keep one day of the week as 'ME' day, where I let people know something about myself.

I've been on YouTube these days. And I've been on it a LOT. An addictive amount actually. It's not good. I really wanna steer away from it. I've gotten so addictive, I'm shipping nowadays. SHIPPING. I promised myself I'd never get to THAT point. But here I am. Never ever 'ship', I'd hear myself say. Now I've reached my lowest point. I never wanted myself to get into shipping because I know I'd go crazy if I did. And by crazy, I mean loony. I'd daydream and all shit would happen. 

'Shipping' basically means you're into a pairing of two people you really like, and you think they're really good together or something. If that's not the meaning, then I think I've been fed with some wrong information. 

I have many pairings I've been shipping right now, but their mostly British YouTubers. I'm not gonna talk about that anymore because I'm getting crazier by the second.

To hear how internet-crazy I've gotten, look at the following words. I'd tell myself NEVER to do this, but I'm pushing myself to my lowest point now.

Follow me on twitter! @samfranktoyou

Comment on this and ask me questions or something. Tell me what should I do to make this better.

I update almost everyday, so come back here everyday to see what shit I've been doing. YAY!

WHY? WHY am I embarrassing myself?

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

It's late now.

And I'm dozing off.

And I didn't do a thing roday. I have been procrastinating. And I have tutoring tomorrow. I can bet that I'm gonna be as tired as an old lady tomorrow. So, to stop from THAT to halo, I'm gonna sleep as early as possible today.

Not much happened today. Same old, same old. Though I did have a lot of fun in computer class with Shwetha and Saba. We searched for 'poop' in clip art of PowerPoint (since that's what we are learning.) and we found a sound file. We played it, and the some of someone doing their 'business' in the washroom came up. And by 'business', I mean peeing, shitting, flushing, the whole deal. And for some reason that cracked us up. We were laughing pretty hard. They are the best computer class partners ever. 

So, I'm gonna go now. Better blog posts in a few days. If I get the damn time.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I've been doing work. A bit.

But I ain't doing anything now.

Because it's too late! to apologize.

Now I dunno what to say because I'm mesmerized by the 'Apologize' right now.

Anyway, I am just completing my Biology journal now, and it's long overdue. 

Also, an ENORMOUS shout out and congratulations to two of Poornima's classmates who got into the Spelling Bee FINALS! Not that they'd be reading this though.

If you don't know who Poornima is, she's one of my best friends in school. Sadly, she didn't get into the finals. Though I am really happy for her because she got to the fourth round. Unlike me, who got stuck on the second round.

We have this show called Bigg Boss, I think I've mentioned it before, it's basically the Indian version of Celebrity Big Brother. The grand finale of Bigg Boss is today, and I really wanna know who is the winner. I won't watch the show, but I need to know who the winner is. 

And the board of education of my syllabus had introduced something last November. It's basically a test consisting of 60 MCQs (Multiple Choice Questions) out of 90 marks. It's based on logic, thinking, etc. And the grades for this will depend on my English, Science and Maths grades. Me, being something of a logical thinker would be ecstatic. And a part of me is. I checked out some of the questions, and some of them are fine. While others are stupid. 

Let me give you an example. 

PROBLEMS BASED ON LOGIC AND VENN DIAGRAMS

Directions - I am not gonna write that WHOLE paragraph, but it basically says that there will be two statements and two conclusions. And you have to take those two statements as true even if they are at variance with commonly known facts. And then decide which conclusion logically follows from the given statements.

Statements:

All men are dogs.

All dogs are cats.

Conclusions:

All hens are cats.

All cats are hens.

WHAT does that mean? If you understood THAT, PLEASE tell me. I am struggling to understand these. My grades depend them.

Here's another one:

Statements:

No pin is a clip.

All pins are fans.

Conclusions:

At least some libraries are diaries.

No diary is a library.

WHAT?!

I'd rather have this logic test over my regular tests, but some of them are quite confusing.

PLEASE. HELP me.

I am tired now, so I am gonna get some sleep.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Headaches. Gloominess. And Spelling Bee Semi-finals.

I'm just tired now.

Okay, it's around 10 PM now, so I'm just gonna go through yesterday and iday. Quickly.

First of all, SO SORRY for not updating yesterday. 

I had a lot going on in my head, my body was aching, my head just hurt, and my legs were all jiggly. Also, I had around 35 more pages of my spelling list to go through. HORRIBLY tiring. 

Rest of my day was spent going out (to Carrefour, though I just sat in the car.) and sleeping. I slept quite a LOT yesterday. Kinda too much. But I was aching.

I woke up around 7 AM this morning, had a bath, got dressed and went for the spelling bee. Though I have to mention, I had an AMAZING shower today. You could say epic. It was quite gloomy and cold outside, and I felt really cold for some reason. I opened up the hot water, and it felt good. I had never felt better. I didn't wanna get out of the bath. 

Anyway, when I'd reached the theatre they were holding the competition, I registered, met my friends, yada yada yada. Then finally, around 12 PM, I got my word. Democracy. Got that right. Then after that, I had lunch with my mom, and then after I came back, I had to wait 4 more hours for my word. This time it was dyscalculia. Shitted that one up. I spelt it as dis-cal-culia. Typical me. Just a letter away. 

Whatever. Now I'm over it. As long as no one says, "OOH. THAT girl was the one who got dyscalculia wrong. DYSCALCULIA!" Or something along those lines.

Anyway, I reached home around 6:30 PM. I was in that theatre for an approximate of 9 hours. And I was seated most of the time. My butt hurts now. So does my head.

So, I'd rather get goin, I'm tired now. And I got fuckloads of shit to do. AS USUAL. Though I don't complete it.  Today, I gotta complete and Islamic project and my biology practicals journals.

And today was pretty gloomy. Really gloomy. Just loads of clouds.

Lets go sleep and sleep and sleep until we see the sun. 

I know it's getting older, but lets pretend to have fun.

And never, never, never wake up for anyone.
Tonight lets get some (pillows) and sleep till the sun. (Comes up.)

If you can't guess what song I've changed to a song of insomniacs, it's 'Live While We're Young'. By One Direction. Ughh.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Not again. Not THIS situation.

I need somebody.

Somebody who knows my problems and helps me to snap me outta my procrastination. Because I need help. REAL HELP. Less than 40 hours left for my Spelling Bee, and I have 48 pages to learn and around 190 pages to revise. GREAT.

Also, I didn't complete the pending work I missed when I was absent in class. I have to submit y Maths notebook, my Islamic project and my biology and chemistry journal. Only my chemistry journal has been completed till now. I CANNOT manage time. I should ask my mom to take my iPad away for a week or two.

I just pray my Spelling bee goes well, and that there are a lot of programs at school tomorrow, and that my Islamic teacher and my Maths teacher are absent.Since I have all of this to do, I'll leave you now. I'll probably have a proper blog on Friday. After the Spelling Bee is over. Pray that I reach the finals. Pretty please? :)

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Lots of procrastination going on.

I have SIXTY pages of spelling to learn within two days. 

I am not gonna make it through to the finals. I am crying now. I wasted my parent's money. It just hurts now. 

I am so sleepy. Yet, I am not going to go and sleep. I don't even wanna get out of my computer chair. UGHH. I am just waiting for me to pass out of freshman year. 

I keep telling myself that I am gonna do better the next academic year, but that year never comes. I am always piled up with homework or studies. I wonder WHEN it is gonna get better.

PROOOOOOCRAAASSTINAAAATIONNNNNN.....

Whatever. RANDOM TOPIC!

Eating greens:

Well, I don't really MIND eating greens. Except for beans and sprouts. And PEAS. I hate peas.

Though greens are good. I really like vegetables. Except for those I mentioned above. And soggy veggies. Like cucumbers. I really like pickled cucumbers, but eating cucumbers plain is gross. 

And I LOVE carrots. I just love them. Around May of 2010, when I got my glasses, I ate a carrot everyday. Mostly baby carrots. Though now I don't wanna eat baby carrots after I read a certain comic. I read it on MemeCenter. It was a comic by a guy called Pablo Stanley. His comics are funny. The comic I read wasn't gross or anything, it was just sad.

But I really don't hate veggies.

Okay. I am gonna sleep now. 

So..BYE!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

NOT today. SO tired.

My body aches so much. 

I have been on the computer ALL DAY to complete projects. I still have loads of work to complete.

Oh great. I have to iron my uniform too.

I dunno what to say. I won't be blogging much this week, since I'm on TOO MUCH PRESSURE. The Spelling Bee is this Friday, and I am NOT prepared. Also, I have a lot of trouble to get into tomorrow for not doing any homework or whatever. I WILL be 'The Lone Ranger' tomorrow. WHY? Because tomorrow is not the first day. As a matter of fact, it's the THIRD day. Whatever I do, things will ALWAYS pile up. 

In eighth grade, I left so MANY notebooks incomplete because my procrastination reached a REALLY high level and I was into myself too much to realize that. (Uggh. Old Me was such a horrible person.) 

I am not gonna say anything more though. I need sleep. And I have some pending work which might change my grades forever.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I'm BACK!...Again.

Though I'm in Dubai now. Now I'm blogging. For real.

And it's great to be back. I love India, but I missed this place. I didn't go to school today, since I reached Dubai around 12:35 PM. I don't think I'll go to school tomorrow either.

I hate doing work.

Anyway, I'm sorry I didn't blog the past few days. Internet has been shit.

I don't really know what to talk about, and I'm not really ready to start the story I left hanging a few days ago, so I'll just go back to talk about what I missed.

First of all, a belated Happy New Year! It's 2013! WOO!

I look back at last year, and, I think I've changed quite a lot. So has my life. My family and I moved to a bigger apartment, I've learned a lot of spellings, freshman year is one of the most horrible academic years of my life. YET. And a lot other crap I wouldn't wanna bore you with. But the one which hit me right in the face: I am FUCKING lazy. SO LAZY. It's just sad. I told myself I could write a novel, but now I'm just making up things in my head. I don't really have a resolution (Because I don't like them.), but I should relly work on my laziness. REMEMBER: NOT a resolution. Doesn't matter if I don't fulfill it, it'll ONLY affect my physical and mental health, my grades and my life. 

Yeah...I should probably not be so lazy.

I don't really wanna talk much, because I am pretty hungry and I hardly ate. 

So..

RANDOM TOPIC!

Decisions you like to put off:

Important ones.

Like, whether or not I should do something which will really help me for the future or just procrastinate as always.

I still can't make up my mind whether or not I should go to school tomorrow. 

And a lot others which might change my life forever.

I need therapy. I really do. My heights of procrastination are just TOO absurd. I wanna slap myself. If I could do that.

I'm just sleepy now. See you guys later!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.