It's Exam Week.

And today was Social Science.

It was FINE, I guess. I have done better than last semester though. I don't think I have much to add today, since I was busy the WHOLE day.

Once I came back from school, I ate A LOT, then went on for tutoring, and my dad came half an hour late to pick me up. As soon as I reached home, I got the news that we were going out. I was SO TIRED, I was pissed, and then I gobbled up 15 Chicken McNuggets at the store. That's my record. 

I came home, and just sat down to watch One Tree Hill. I really like that show now.

I think some people can relate to me. Like, when a TV show in which you have invested a lot of time in, ends, you think to yourself, "What is my life? What am I supposed to do now?" I think that's what's gonna be of me when How I Met Your Mother ends. I don't think I'd find comedy like that ever again. 

But One Tree Hill is cool.

Man, I'm kinda full now.

I don't think I have anything more to talk about, so I'll go away now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

And I've forgotten once again.

I didn't even switch on the computer yesterday.

I was so crazy about studying for Social Studies.

I STILL have cartloads to revise.

The only thing I'm looking forward to is watching One Tree Hill. I have watched a few episodes here and there, but I never watched it seriously. The pilot is coming on Star World today, so I'll watch that.

These days go past so fast.

March is just around the corner. Actually it's day after tomorrow. Based on when I am/was writing this.

I spent most of the day listening to music and also studying.

My song obsessions right now are, 'You're Beautiful' by James Blunt and 'Sugar and Spice' by Willow Smith.

Don't judge me.

But anyway, I don't think I'll be able to blog proper for another week or two, because of my exams. I NEED to study. Even right now. I'll just keep you updated. Or say something. I dunno.

I'll just leave you with a panel from my favorite comic, 'Girls with Slingshots'. NOT for kids. 

All of this belongs Danielle Corsetto. 

She's the best.

Well, I better study. Good luck to me.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

School's over.

Man. School's actually over. For now.

Though I still have my finals coming up. Yesterday was the last day, and it was quite saddening. One of my friends is going back to India, so Irene bought a cake for her. One of my best friends, Aisha (She has the same name as me, except for the different spelling.) had just taken one of the charts off the wall, and I though, "Why not make a huge card out of it?" And the both of us did. It was cool. We took everybody's autograph for her, wrote a lot of other stuff too. Pretty amazing.

But the thing that has been bugging me, is that freshman year is DONE. It's like I just entered high school a few days ago. And now that feeling of excitement is over. This has been a GREAT year. I got some new friends, I got some enemies too I think, new interests, new goals and a blog. Well, two. 

It's been EPIC. 

I saw one of the little Mommy dolls ads today, and I was reminded of my childhood. I had none of those gizmos. Anyway, my family and I used to go to this mall every weekend,a dn it had a huge shop full of toys. Some of the notable toys was the baby doll. Forgot it's name. But that shop had a LOT of sets of that baby doll toy. It had stocks of diapers, dresses (I mean literal dresses. They were put on those clothes hangers just like in Adams or Carters and stuff like that.) It was like the baby doll toy's department store. But before I could get the money to buy it, I got much older and that store shut down. But I always used to dream about having those toys.

Guess some of them weren't meant to be. 

Well, I have to sleep. And wake up early tomorrow to study. So, see ya.

Anyway, here's my weekly blog. 

Ma weekly blog.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Are printers REALLY sent from hell??!!

'Cuz I believe they are.

I hate my printer. I pity myself every time I get into a rumble with the printer over some paper. 

I don't really wanna talk about it, so check out this comic over at The Oatmeal which takes the words right outta my mouth.

Yo dawg! Click on ME!

But guess what I am doing now. Cramming for my Arabic exam. I am kinda freaking out. I actually like the subject, but the stuff they teach at school is crap. 

And my mom LOST IT yesterday. She was so angry yesterday, (OBVIOUSLY because, I am a misbehaved, no care for studies freak.) she screamed at me. A LOT. A thing she said actually 'HURT'. She said I wouldn't care less if I flunked my sophomore year, and she shot out my EVERY weak point yesterday. Man, I never though I am such a dreadful person. Because honestly, I like me. 

I have a feeling that i'll be exhausted this whole week, AND the next, because, I have LOADS of studying to do. ALSO, I have tutoring this whole week. I even had tutoring today. I realized today that my tutor is VERY SWEET. She's really kind and patient with me. I pray that I get good grades so that I don't disappoint her.

I also pray that I do good in my Arabic exam. 

My first exam is Social Science, which is at the end of the month. Which is Thursday. I am studying a lot for it now, so I am not THAT worried. Now. 

I am sure I'll be outta my mind on Wednesday.

The only good thing about this WHOLE thing is that, I have a lot of study leaves. Lol. LEAVES. 

I have 3 days before my Social Science exam, 2 days before Math, 1 day before English, 1 day before Hindi, and 2 days before my Science exam. My exams ends on the 10th of March. And my grandma comes here on the 11th. WOO! I love her.

And my results are posted on the 28th of March. Can't wait. 

This year got over TOO SOON. 

I wanna give a heartfelt speech, (Not that anybody from my class is reading. Not even Shwetha.) and make myself cry, but I'll leave that for tomorrow. 

I've been watching the vlogbrothers now, and I love their videos. Though I am not a 'Nerdfighter'. I wish they wear my teachers. They seem more interesting and lively. The only teachers who I have gotten SOME knowledge out of this WHOLE YEAR are my Chemistry and Biology teacher. They are the only ones who seem sane.

Well, Going, going, gone.

Whatever,

-Sam Frank.

I am just gonna sleep now.

It's too late. And I am too tired. 

Yeah. It's been a long day. I need some sleep.

So I am gonna go away now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Umm..I forgot what I was gonna say.

Probably something I hate about life.

Today was an educational day. In my view. After I came back home from school, I was just watching a LOT of Crash Course. After which, I had to go for tutoring. 

If you don't know what Crash Course is, it is a channel by the vlogbrothers covering subjects like, biology, history, literature on various different topics.

I love videos like these. ASAP Science is also quite cool. 

But right now, I'll stick to How I Met Your Mother. Man, something about that show is ADDICTIVE. 

Today was meh. I had my Computer test today, and it wasn't good. It was horrendous. I am not good at these subjects. 

It's quite late now, so I have time for ONE random topic.

Boats:

I am not a fan of boats. Partly because, I am not a fan of water. I am a little hydrophobic. I have had pretty good times on boats. But the last boat ride I remember was the worst. That boat ride was the reason why I don't like boats. This happened on a houseboat in India when I was 8. I wasn't really looking forward to it. I just wanted to go home. Like I always do. I was getting seasick on those backwaters, and I just sat there. We docked for a while to get some fresh coconut water. I was just sitting on the boat, when a cow tried to come into the boat from the big open window. It was dreadful. Then it was just hazy. The moment the cow left, I went into one of the rooms and slept.

Thus, I don't like boats.

This is what a houseboat basically looks like. Google it if you wanna know more.

Well, I have to leave now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I'm in a good mood today.

And I like it.

We had a day off at school today. SO, GREAT! That was a good start of the day.

There is a bitstrips craze going around my friends, and I tried it. And I was hooked. I made my whole family on bitstrips today.

Here's my comic: RANDOM, RANdom, random.

Anyway, I HAVE to go now, because I am tired, and I need to study for my damned computer exam. 

I hate the CBSE curriculum.

More tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I just wanna learn.

I spent a lot of time looking at colleges today.

'Cuz I wanna study. I really wanna learn. Law, literature and stuff.

Actually, I wanna study abroad. My aunt lives in North Carolina, and I would like to go there and study or something. I've been in my own dreams all day. Well, after tutoring. Tutoring was terribly boring today. I was SO SLEEPY. Anyway, I've got the day off tomorrow, So YAY!

I'm trying to put another Slambook Session together. Probably for next week. 

It's hard to get questions. 

Also, I need more random topics. I am running out.

I had my Islamic exam today. It was so-so. No comments.

AND, I have reached a 100 followers on twitter. About time. I am not a very social person.

Anyway. Today was also depressing. WHY? Because I KNOW that I wont be able to study abroad. My eyes are on Harvard Literature & also Law. I know that I can do perfectly well in those subjects. In my junior and senior year, (Once I get there.) I plan to study hard even though it's Humanities. Because I really want to get into a good university where I can study something I like. But it won't happen. Because even if I DO get into Harvard,(LOL. I sound so desperate. It's NOT that EASY to get into Ivy League Universities.) there's no way my parents would let me go. Because North Carolina and Massachusetts are quite far. And my aunt would never move there for me. She already has a disabled husband and 3 kids. And one of them has Down Syndrome. She's sacrificed so much. It would be selfish if I wanted her to move all the way to Massachusetts just for me. If I EVER got into Harvard.  But whatever. Dreams are dreams. I'll be content just with the thought of it. 

So I wanna go now. Lemme dream a little more.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I am a disappointment. And I am sad.

TODAY was a disappointment.

I hate being let down. Like everybody else. 

And I hate being judged by my cover. A LOT. 

Today was a yawn-full boring day. Speaking of yawns, I've been known to yawn a lot in class. It's embarrassing.

Also, my Islamic exam is tomorrow, and I have studied 'something', but not all of it.

UGGH. Valentines Day is on right now. I hate that movie. One reason, Taylor Swift is in that movie. And it is cringe-ifying to see her on the silver screen.

Steve Jobs vs. Bill Gates:

Umm. I dunno. I think the Epic Rap Battle can solve THAT one. Search for that.

Okay. I got NOTHING more to say. I am just bleeping sad. And I just wanna sleep. And cry.

I don't even know why I am sad anymore. Things just seem sad.

Me gonna go now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

 

Exams are close by. And I am here.

I am freaking out. Yet I am doing nothing. I am procrastinating.

And I hate myself for it.

I was quite saddened in class today though. First of all, 11 girls were absent in our class. So it seemed quite empty. Though I didn't mind. 

Anyway, the graduation ceremony for the seniors is on the 20th. A teacher was going to select 20 girls from our class to help to carry up some banners. I volunteered. 'Cuz I really wanted to go. But then, they cancelled it for us because we have the Computer exam the next day. Hallelujah. People can't take up any pressure. Neither can I. But whatever.

I was watching a few movies on the weekend. Because it's my last few days freedom. For now. I HAVE TO study. I am trying to ignore all my homework and stuff just so I don't have any distractions while studying. My exams are just 10 days away. I wanna study, but I can't. But I'm sure I'll get through it anyway.

I watched Struck By Lightning yesterday, and it was a fairly good movie. I really like Chris Colfer though. He's like an inspiration to me. I even read his book: The Land of Stories. Though it's a children's book.

I am watching SNL now. Christoph Waltz is cool.

But the moment I saw that Macklemore and Ryan Lewis are performing on the next SNL show, I jumped outta my seat, and danced to Thrift Shop. That song be AMAZING. And Kevin Hart will be hosting. He is quite funny.

Getting on SNL, I have a list of people who I would like to see host SNL. (Because they deserve to. And they're funny.)

• Joel McHale. (I would've expected this guy to already have hosted. But he hasn't and he's just so damn funny. And The Soup is EPIC.)
• Chris Colfer. (No reason. I love this dude.)
• Demi Lovato. (I really wanted to see her on So Random!. But I couldn't since she had gone to rehab. And So Random! was how I ACTUALLY found SNL. And I haven't really seen her in the camera lately.
• Kristen Stewart. (I haven't EVER imagined HER in a comedy. Because that would be hilarious. If she was on SNL, it would be twice as hilarious as ever.)
• Josh Hutcherson. (I like him. He's cute.)

And that would be it. I would like to see people who haven't done comedy to host the show. Adam Levine's show was good, though it had it's flaws. Jennifer Lawrence's show was OKAY. I didn't enjoy it much.

But I would like to see a lotta people there.

Anyway, I wanted to watch 'Movie 43'. I mean, the trailer was pretty good. When I ACTUALLY watched the movie, it was SHIT. It was just horrible. 

Just wanted to get that off my chest.

I really wanna sleep now, and I HAVE got NOTHING done today. So I is gonna sleep.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I had PSA today.

It was okay. I think so. I dunno.

I went to sleep pretty late last night.I think it was around 12 AM. And I was forced to wake up at 5 AM. I HAD TO. ON a SATURDAY.

For some shitty examination. 

And Saba was absolutely right. She posted this on her wall today, and I thought, "Oh Lord, this is absolutely true."

*Let's play a game:

The rules are as follows:

Give all students a book. Name it PSA. Watch them spend day and night solving next to impossible questions since they have a hundred errors and are exclusive of the portion they've actually been taught.

Then we sit and laugh at their misery.

After that, let's set a paper not relating to the truck load of crap we stressed upon them.

Yes, that sounds like fun.*

We = The CBSE board (The board of education which owns our life.)

The paper was much easier compared to the book they gave us to study from. Though this was a terrible idea, I have learned something I can use in 10th grade. Much earlier. Because I'll have trigonometry to stop me from focusing on anything else.

What am I gonna use trig for anyway?

Also, I updated my weekly blog today. FINALLY.

Here it is:My WEEKLY blog!

Though, I don't think I'd be able to blog 'properly' for some time. I am having exams coming up in less than 2 weeks, and I HAVE to focus on studying. So, I might have to miss some blogs here or there. But I PROMISE that my weekly blog will be probably be there. And I'll try to write and do as much as possible in those. And do some random topics too.

And update my tumblr too. 

But I gotta go now. Got some sleep to sleep.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Oh bleep. I got PSA tomorrow.

Actually, in less than 9 hours.

I would love to sit around and explain what the shit PSA is, but I'm paranoid right now. I just reached home from an 'okay' party. 

I'll explain more tomorrow, but what basically happened tonight, I reached there, I met Reem, we had an AMAZING time, then I had to leave. Which was EXCRUCIATINGLY saddening. I am being moody now 

On other news, I'm just sad. I, having sad memories, and I'm thinking of sad songs. Right now, I just wanna be alone. Like I'm in a movie. 

Weekly blog post comes on tomorrow. I hope. I need some energy.

Well, NOT looking forward to tomorrow's test.

Wish me luck!

Bye. And Happy Birthday in advance, Reem. Just 17 minutes to go. According to my watch.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Okay. It be a Thursday.

I is very, very snoozed up.

I am sleepy. My joy is exploding outta me since it is the weekend.

I just realized something today. I didn't post yesterday's blog. I had gone for a PSA mock test in an institution with my friends yesterday. We came late, so my friends and I just took the paper and left. And came to my house. 

It was fun. Even though it was for less time. 

I FINALLY got to get on the metro (What we call trains here.) without my parents. Just wi my friends. Ain't I badass?

Well, they left around 8 PM, and since I was exhausted, I soon dozed off around 9 PM.

I was not in much of a good mood at school today. Not that much. I was pretty much just being angry. On the inside. 

I MIGHT have gotten out some of the anger in English class. I became mean. I didn't do my work, and I didn't submit my notebook either, and the teacher asked me when I'd submit my book. I back-answered because I WAS SO annoyed. And I have a problem of back-answering A LOT. I just don't know that it's a problem. I'd just answer something nonchalantly, and then I'd end up being screamed at for having no manners. Though I am aware that I have no manners.

I was just sleepy today. I was so tired after I came back from tutoring.

And I got the news that my grandma's cousin died a few hours ago due to some problems in her heart. 

On February 14.

Oh damn, it's ALREADY halfway through February. Where has the time ran off to.

Also, my Islamic exam comes up this Tuesday. I just wanna be prepared. 

And of course, PSA on Saturday. I am LOADED with shit to do.

One thing I am looking forward to: Tomorrow's dinner party. Though the venue has changed. We have to go to Radisson Blu. I've been there a million times. But let it be.

More news tomorrow.

See ya!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I saw this coming.

I'm at a corner, weeping my eyes out. Being confronted by my mother.

NOT COMFORTED. CONFRONTED.

Right now. 

My frustration is exploding outta me. I can't stand anything anymore.

Since the past few days, I've been getting VERY frustrated by my damned computer. After I came back from school today, I had a bath real fast, so I could go to school at 3:30 PM rather 4 PM, so I could be back home earlier and do some homework. 

When I reached back home at 5:30 PM, I just sat on the computer, so I could do some homework alongside some research I was doing. My sister wanted a printout of some picture, and I said no. WHY? Because SOMETHING is wrong with the printer. It's been almost 5 years since that old printer, and my dad refuses to get one of them photocopy-printer-scan thingamajig. 

I told her SEVERAL times that I wouldn't even try because that printer was hopeless. My sister and my mom persuaded me, but I wouldn't budge. I told her that she could print out her own picture and not make me mad trying to get a printout from the old warranty-less printer. I also taught her how to. She told me she was scared she'd ruin it or something. (Like that would've been possible.) AND I would understand if it was VERY important. But it wasn't. But I have no idea why she couldn't do it on her own. I was younger than her when I got the printer. I have learnt ALMOST everything that I've learnt about the computer by myself. I had no one. My parents don't know how electronics work. (Except for their damn phones.) Why can't that loser be independent? (Which is ironic since I am pretty dependent.)

Anyway, I told her she could do it by herself. (And personally, I didn't wanna get more frustrated by quarreling with the printer.) Around this time my dad came back home and told me that he couldn't repair my glasses which had broken because of my brother. (PERFECT timing.)

Finally, she told my dad to persuade me to get the printout. I was praying, and then after my prayer, my dad called me, and before he said anything, my mom burst out laughing because of the anger glued on my face. Then I lost it. Did I WANT the printer to break down? Was I an expert on electronics? I just screamed, and ran back to my room to sleep. My dad then yelled at me for being a terrible person/child. And I was a thankless brute. And a person with no manners/etiquette. And I should NEVER ask my dad for ANYTHING EVER AGAIN. That was hard to sit through. There are more details to this, I'm just leaving them out because I am so sad.

Then I just cried, and I couldn't breathe, and now I am at a corner just crying, and getting this off my chest. And my mom was just pretty much confronting me on what a manner less girl I am, and how she never did any of the shit that I do. And neither does anyone else. Is there NO ONE in the world whose parents think they're manners-deprived? But right now, I am only thinking about the less-fortunates to make me feel a little better of what I have.

Okay, I'm gonna go sleep now.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Uninstalling, Installing, copying, pasting.

That is all I did today.

I still had problems with the The Sims, though I am trying to fix it right now. Well, not RIGHT NOW. It's pretty late, I gotta sleep now. 

I also had a computer project to complete, so there was a lot of research to do today. Today was okay.

Not much to say.

I just wanna sleep.

Anyway, I'll explain the rest of the stuff tomorrow.

But I got exciting news today. We got invited to an AMAZING (Apparently) Indian cuisine restaurant on Friday. It belongs to some "famous" Indian playback singer. I'm gonna meet Reem there, so I'm pretty excited. 

More tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I AM FRACKING FRUSTRATED.

And I CANNOT think straight.

Oh Sims, Why you no fixing your glitches? SO MANY glitches. 

I had to give review for the two Sims 3 expansions I got. I would love to review it, but I CAN'T. 

I installed Showtime this morning, and I had much time left before I had to get ready for school. So, I put in the disc and waited for it to load. But I NEVER got past the Load Screen. My computer would just blackout at any moment when it is loading. Sometimes, it would shut down MUCH BEFORE the Load Screen. Like, during the intro. It was terribly ANNOYING.

But it's not like it hasn't happened before. Usually, it happens once, and then the computer would restart, and I could play the game. But this happened EVERY TIME. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. 

I think the PC restarted around 15 times today. I am just trying to play my game in piece. But I just can't. And it only happens when I put in The Sims. I am blogging right now, but nothing happened to the PC. Only when I put in the Sims. I bought the games last Thursday, and I STILL haven't gotten to play it. I am begging my dad to replace my PC.

Frustrations, frustrations.

It was a fun day today, my friends and I played the song game, where we compete to sing a song with a specific word. 

I am placing second. Stupid Shwetha (Who can't sing) is first. And Irene is third. 

Computer class was also fun. Shwetha wasn't there since she was sent to another lab. But Saba and I had fun. We had to do Practicals, and we got full. DUH. Computer is a cakewalk. Usually. But most of the time, Saba and I were just talking about our interests. 

I watched the latest episode of SNL today, including the J-Biebz. It was good. Surprisingly. Though it was a little awkward to see him play his characters, I had a good laugh. I can't say that it was one of the better ones of the season. There have been much better episodes this season. Louis C.K., Bruno Mars, Seth McFarlane, etc. (In my opinion.)

But it was good.

I did wanna talk about one other thing today. That is, my sensitivity.

Laugh all you want.

I know I come off as a rude person with my attitude and stuff. (I think.) But I am as fragile as glass. I am a bomb. Cut the wrong wire, I explode. With tears. I cry A LOT. I try NOT to cry, but I am bound to cry at least one drop if my eyes are swelling up with tears.

I have only 2 ways to make myself stop crying. Make myself really happy, or really angry. Mostly really angry. My anger then helps me not to cry.

I remember all the times I have cried in class. I hang my head in shame. I feel so sad for myself. I just cry and cry. Worst of all, I have nobody to comfort me in class. Sometimes I wish Hanan or Reem were in my class, so I could just hug them the whole day without letting go. I just love them so much. Actually, even a bed would be fine. Atleast I could hug the bed. But Hanan and Reem would be better.

Well, that's that.

I am gonna go, check out my twitter, I am on a twitter spree. It's been quite some time since I have been on twitter. My twitter name is: @samfranktoyou

Check THAT out.

BYE! 

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

Me and you were just a ride.

You and me were just a ride.

I LOVE the Virginmarys now.

But first,

HAPPY B'DAY IRENE!

Not that you'd be reading.

Anyway, I'm pretty tired today. Though all I did was sleep. 

Me hungry now.

Ughh. I remembered. Gotta study some shit politics. I got some damn presentation tomorrow. Since I slept most of the day today, I'll extend my sleep time today. 

I got a new wire for my computer, and I REALLY wanna install the Sims TODAY.

I just installed Late Night. I'll install Showtime tomorrow. I am REALLY excited to play it. 

I am only playing it tomorrow because I wont be able to play it the rest of the month. Until March or something. 

I have never been so tensed for exams. I remember that in sixth grade, I used to watch movies during my final exams. I also remember watching Juno. I didn't really 'get' the movie till, like, 7th grade.

I am in the mood of a debate right now. 

I wish I was in Social Science class. I wanna debate.

I got a random topic to talk about, but it's a LOT to talk about, since it's about me. And it's late now, and even though I wanted to postpone my sleeping time, I'm thinking it's best I shouldn't.

So, maybe another time. Probably on my second blog.

Okie-dokie. Review on The Sims tomorrow. (Though you're actually supposed to review the product when it comes out.)

I am also saving money to buy the rest of the collection. (Like I said yesterday or something.) But my mom said, that I get an allowance every month once I am 15. She said she'd give me 50 dirhams every month. Once she talks it through with my dad. It's only around 13.5 US dollars, but it's enough for me. 

According to my calculations, I become 15 this June. If I get 50 AED every month from June onwards, I can get AT LEAST 4-5 of the Sims 3 expansions which I have left. (I actually have only 5 expansions left to buy, 6 including the one coming out next month, but once I collect all the money, there will be loads of other expansions to buy.)

I am a Sim-geek.

Okay, gotta sleep.

BYE!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I am selfish, conceited and a rude bitch.

And I don't give a shit about it.

Or maybe I do.

First of all, I am sorry for no-update-o yesterday. Some of my crankiness was still left inside me and it was too late.

Okay, I got my story of yesterday to tell you. Today. I understand if you think I AM VERY self-centered.

Anyway, I had tutoring yesterday, and we usually have a family outing on Thursdays. So, I came back home around 6:30 and I saw my sister wearing my FAVORITE coat. (That's the worst thing about having a sister who is less than 4 years younger than you. My sister and I have a three year difference. She is almost my size. So I have to share my clothes with her. And she'll ALWAYS take my favorite clothes out of my pile.) And ONLY MINE. I have another coat which is more practical and she chose my favorite one JUST to annoy me.
Also, my clothes take up one shelf of length 45 cm, width 75 cm and depth 50 cm. While my sister's clothes take up a whole cupboard of length 105 cm, width 50 cm and depth 50 cm. (YES. I FUCKING measured our wardrobes.) That's a lot of difference. My sister hangs her clothes, while I fold mine and keep it in my shelf. But she still has more clothes than I do. And as my clothes grow smaller for me, it's another addition to my sister's wardrobe.
Besides that, she has jackets too. And it isn't really that cold in Dubai. But she took MINE. After I SPECIFICALLY told her NOT to. I even told my mom not to let her take it. But she did. And I just LOST IT. 
I was already tired from tutoring and then we also had to go out. And then my sister defies me. With my most adored coat.
Then I just got cranky. I got my dad to buy me The Sims 3: Late Night & The Sims 3: Showtime. 
Going out, I got a little crankier, but then after eating a little bit, my anger faded. Then I just began to regret everything I did. 
I still am regretful.

I got my two Sims 3 games yesterday, but I can't play it. Not because I am studying or whatever. Because my beloved PC isn't working. Its damn wire busted.

Moving on, I wont be able to update my WordPress blog today. I'll try updating it eithet tomorrow, or on Sunday. 
I just wanted my PC back.

I also realized how hard it is to get PC games in Dubai. Especially the Sims. All I see is Showtime, or no game at all. I am probably gonna order some of the games when I am in India or something. Or I should find a way to raise around 700 dirhams (Approx. 190 US dollars) to buy the rest of the expansions for my collection from Amazon. I just wanna make a perfect Sims family.

I wanted to do random topic today, but I can't seem to think of one. 

Just a month of school and tests. Then I am done with my Freshman year. Perhaps. I expect that I will pass. 

Anyway, better get to sleeping.
BYE!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

I cannot write a post.

Loads of reasons why.

First, I didn't get ANYTHING done today. NOTHING. 

I also have my class photo tomorrow. (For some reason, they didn't have it today.) And I need to iron my uniform. I wanna look good.

I also have FUCKLOADS of studying to do. I really wanna study, but I usually get sleepy. Since I usually can't study on weekdays, I'll study ALL I CAN on the weekends. 

I got my CBSE registration card today. I look like shit. They take our photos in school, like, once in two years, and this picture is from 8th grade and I look TERRIBLE. 

Moving on, today was okay. I didn't enjoy school A LOT, but I didn't hate it either.

Tutoring was fine. I just wanna complete my syllabus on time. Lots to do. 

That was my day in brief. I am VERY SLEEPY and I got work to do, so I is gonna walk away.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.

OOOH. 150th POST!

That's cool.

Once I had a love and it was a gas,

Soon turned out had a heart of glass.

Seemed like the real thing, only to find

Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind.

I would love to write more today, but I am getting sleepy, and I have got studying to do.

I didn't do ANYTHING today. I just studied some Biology and did A LOT of Arabic homework. 

I still haven't ironed my uniform. And I have a class photograph tomorrow. I wanna look my best. I usually look like shit in class photos.

I wanna look good this time. I am waking up early, washing my face, doing my makeup and THEN going to study.

Priorities.

Today was a fun day. Like most Tuesdays. 

I just came to know today that we don't have anymore Computer Practicals till the rest of this academic year. Humph. There goes my fun days with my friends. Man, Computer is AMAZING.

There was a presentation about the educational trips taking place in March. There are 4 trips.

West Coast of USA, Turkey, Romania and Switzerland.

I wanted to go to all of them. But, of course I can't go. 

I dunno what I am gonna do when my parents ACTUALLY send me out on my own . (As in, when I am an adult and everything.) I am the most dependent person you could ever meet. My parents have taught me NOTHING about independence. And then they scream at me because I am not a social or polite person. Whenever my dad sends me to the movies with my friends, he'll always say, "Don't look at anyone else, look down, and walk with your friends." AND "Don't talk to strangers."

I have been raised as a non-social, dependent freak.

Anyway, getting back to the presentations, some of them were amazing, and Saba and I were talking about how tempting it is, and how it would be cool to go to those places. Only difference, Saba has a chance of going, I don't.

My school doesn't understand the situation of WHY I don't participate in extra-curricular stuff and shit. It's because I CAN'T. 

My section supervisor ALWAYS goes on about how these opportunities are rare and we should participate in them. And also that we are being blind to these chances and not grabbing them. EVERY TIME she says this, I always say this is in my head: "Bitch, don't be ignorant. I FUCKING CAN'T go. My parents aren't like other parents. Money ain't the problem. My parents JUST DON'T WANNA LET ME GO". (Because of some thingies in Islam, which says that women should not go alone here or there. No matter how much security there might be.)

Moving on, the rest of the day was a blast too. I was cracking lame jokes non-stop today. We were all laughing because it was just so terrible.

Oh shit, I have to complete my Maths notebook.

Sorry for the little post. Aim to do better in the weekend.

Well BYE!

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.