Now I'm just scared.

I DON'T WANNA GO AWAY.

I just got the news that my dad's company is facing a loss. I'm praying that whatever work he does goes well. I DON'T wanna go back to India. I'd be heartbroken if I had to leave Dubai. I LOVE this place. VERY, VERY MUCH. I was raised here, and I am what I am because I was raised here.

I hope all goes well.

It was great day today. I got a 5 and a half out of 7 in my Chemistry FA, I got into the Spelling Bee Semi-Finals with a whopping 49 out of 50! I am absolutely ecstatic.

And I have another thing to be excited for. For a component in Hindi, we have to perform a 3-4 minutes play. I'm looking forward to that. I've always wanted to be in a play.

In other stuff, I am kinda overweight. I don't wanna let out my weight, but I am overweight. I don't look fat, but I really am. 

And tutoring was better than most days. I didn't wanna doze off right away or anything.

Also, the 26th of next month is Indian Republic Day, and selections of the marchpast crew has begun. I just went in just for the fun of it, but I didn't get selected. Neither did Shwetha and Lisha. And they've been crazy about this stuff. I think it's 'cuz you get out of class.

On that note, I wanted to talk about something:

Sports teachers.

I have hated ALL of my sports teachers I've had since 1st grade. Except for my third and fourth grade teacher. And also one sir who used to teach us. I've hated EVERY other sports teacher I had. ESPECIALLY my fifth and sixth grade sports teacher. She was the most partial hoe I'd seen. EVER. She had favorites, and she didn't hide it. She liked almost anyone who joined the sports club in our school. I was not THAT much of a sporty person then. Not that I'm a sporty person now. And I couldn't go for the sports club due to transport. And something I'll NEVER forget her for. She sabotaged my chance of becoming a part of the student council in the fifth grade. I hate her SO MUCH for that. I was this close to being in the council. Then this stupid fool of an ass teacher comes in and chooses some other people over me. I was so pissed off then. 

Anyway, I'm on the verge of crying now. My brother didn't get into my school since his performance in the exam, wasn't 'satisfactory'. I am really broken now. I know I shouldn't be the one worrying about money in the house, but I can't help it. And my sister doesn't get it. I told her if all 3 of us were in the my school, my dad could save around a 1000 bucks a month. But whatever. 

I have really tried to cut down on electricity and such, and I really don't wanna go back. Just praying I can stay here.

Well, I'd better go before I break down.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.