Overall, today was bad.

And I feel bad.

I had fun at school, it was fine. I am lazy right now.

But something happened which makes ME feel guilty. 

I always tell myself that I should never let my sister make the mistakes that I do because even though we fight, I NEVER want her to go through the horrible things that I've gone through. 

ESPECIALLY in friends. 

In the past, a lot had happened between best friend and I at school. A girl I call, 'J'. (If you wanna know about THAT, I had written a post about it: HERE.)

My sister and her friend were chatting, and I just told her friend that my sister fantasizes about One Direction being our family friends. Her friend laughed a little, and my sister got really angry at me because I made her look bad in front of her best friend. She was worried about what her friend would think of her.

I don't care what my friends think of me. And I told her that she shouldn't too. I told her that if her friend ACTUALLY cared about what I said about her 'imagination', then maybe they shouldn't be friend at all. 

But her friend did call her back. All I heard was:

Sister: BYE.

Friend: You're mean. *Silence* What the heck?

*Friend hangs up*

-Scene-

I have been mad. I have been through situations like this. I had one almost like this with Shwetha a few months ago. She kinda 'intervention-ed' me about something, and I felt so confronted, I didn't say a thing. She then hung up. I called her back sometime later, but I guess I called the wrong number or so, and I was too emotional to call again. Though I apologized the next day. I think. I dunno. I felt that I was mean at that moment when I was silent. 

I dunno. 

Now that I think about it, it doesn't even seem like a big deal. I think Shwetha did the right thing about confronting me about my 'problem'. Because she cares.(You do right? 'Cuz if you don't, I'm gonna be really sad.)

Anyway, back to my sister, I feel like it was all my fault. I am convincing my sister to apologize to her friend, but she doesn't understand. I don't even think she trusts me. I

I'm gonna cry.

Now I'm not. I pushed my tears back in.

Changing the subject, I was pretty energized at school today. Really. I was. I am happy of my progress till now.

I have 6 questions of tutoring homework to do, so I'm gonna rush through that now.

Also, I watched the YouTube Rewind 2012 this year, and I found it amazing. It was great. It had the greatest videos of this year, and I think it was really well put. I also had the amazing feeling of recognizing most of the people in the video. (Which also indirectly means I spend too much on the internet.)

Okay, so I'm gonna go. be nice.

I think I've forgotten to post something. What is it?

UGHH.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.