Frustrations and Sadness Unlimited.

It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.

This month, I came across a lot of deaths. Well, not A LOT. But you know what I mean.

First, my aunt's grandma died. This really did not affect me that much, since I did not know her.

Yesterday, I came to know that Cory Monteith died. I am personally not much of a glee fan, though I did watch the first 3 seasons of it, but this affected me. It really did. I really rooted for Monchele AND Finchel, and I liked him. He was a really good actor, and he had influenced so many people. 

When I logged on to twitter, I saw so many tweets telling people to tell that they love their idols because you never know when they might be taken away from you. I also saw a lot of Monchele pictures. And they were heart wrenching. 

When I first came to know that he died, I thought, 'I cannot imagine what would be going though Lea Michele's head right now.' 

And this happened right after I finished reading 'The Fault in Our Stars'. (The ones who have read it will know what I mean.)

And today, my mom's uncle died. This got to me. This uncle of mine, he was a really funny man. His son, was an asshole to me, but I do feel a little sympathetic towards him since his father died. 

This man was one of the most creative people I knew, and I wanted to learn stuff from this guy. I last met him at a wedding I attended last December, and I was in awe with all of the stuff he did for the gifts. A few years ago, he gave me and my sister around four earrings each which he made with his wife.
Actually his own father died when he was young.
He died such a painful death. He had some kind of cancer, and he was highly diabetic, so he was given chemo very slowly. And every time they gave him chemo, a new complication arose. He got pneumonia, his lungs were filled with water, he got some bacterial disease, etc. 

Well, we got to move on anyway.

RIP Aunt's Grandma H, Cory and Uncle M.

Anyway, I am also really frustrated with my aunt who is living here. I love her, but she sometimes angers me. She is always screaming at her two children, and that drives me nuts. Her son, is always taking away my books and returning them in a bad state. Also, that guy is DEAF. And technically blind. He usually can't hear a thing anyone say and he doesn't even wear his hearing aid. And neither does he wear his glasses. You know, I do not know how people survive without their glasses. After I started wearing glasses three years ago, I never took them off.

Also, my procrastination is frustrating me. I will be leaving for India in 9 days. I should get atleast a quarter of my work done. I just need that push. After that I'd be running continuously.

I don't really have much to talk about today, so I will go away. I did have something in mind, but I forgot it. 

So, I'll see you in a few days. 

Bye!

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Whatever.

-Sam Frank.