Umm..uhh. This is awkward?

SORRY??!

I dunno. It's been a LOOOOOONG time. I can't even say that I am sorry. It's been a long time. I think a chain of events just made me stop writing this blog. It ain't like I don't got things to talk about.

I do have things to talk about. I do. 

A lot of stuff has happened. OF COURSE stuff has happened. It's been 2 months. There's been a lot of change. My point of view on many people, on studies and just, life. 

I've been this kinda emo-ish person, and if I keep talking about myself, I'll confuse myself.

BUT, first of all, I am FIFTEEN. That's the biggest change. I turned 15 on June 2, and it was a pretty normal day. I got a few gifts. Actually, two. I am not popular. One from Shwetha, and another one from Irene and Saba. That is, 2 bottles of sample perfume and a book called 'Bossypants' by Tina Fey. The book is VERY FUNNY. I LOVE Tina Fey.

Next, my studies. I study now. I have improved LOTS in many subjects. Even Maths. Now I am terrible at Hindi and Physics. My Chemistry grades have stayed the same, and (thankfully) my Biology grades have gone a little higher. My English score has been a little disappointing and I think the biggest change in my studies has been in Social Science. I got a whopping 17 and a half out of 20 in my test. It was beautiful.

Oh God, this is getting boring.
Let's random topic for a while.

The boldest celebrities:

Hmm. I have not caught up with the celeb news yet. But I'd say...BRITNEY SPEARS?

Getting a divorce:

Easy. From what I have learnt by watching TV, this is how it goes.

Marry someone. 

Fight with that person for a while. Then make up.

Depending on your financial status, conceive either 2 or 3 children.

Now fight again. 

Then hate your spouse. HATE.

Make your children suffer to the point that they do one (or more) of the following:

• Do anything related to drugs.
• Emancipate themselves.
• Join YouTube.
• Attempt or commit suicide.
• Rebel and do rash, crazy things.

There might be more, but I don't got time for that.

Anyway, after that, go see a marriage/family counselor. FAIL at THAT.

Then, either you or your spouse should become a drug addict or an alcoholic.

One of you should also go to jail. Also, it would be nice to kill someone.

Finally, one of you will see that this will NEVER work out, and the past 57 episodes have been nothing but bullcrap, so, that one sends in the divorce papers to the other one.

The other one then does not sign the paper. A final fight ensues, 8 episodes later, the papers are signed. 

There also might be a custody battle. But nobody watches that.

(I AM SO SARCASTIC.)

Though a divorce can also go this way. (This is how I have seen a divorce happening in real life. - Seriously. This is how my uncle's divorce went.)

Marry someone.

After a variable number of years, realize that you are incompatible.

Send and sign the divorce papers.

Divide the stuff unequally.

DONE.

Now, that we have been through a little fun, (It was funny, RIGHT?!) Let's talk about me.

Over the past 2 months, I have been completely taken over by MCR. My Chemical Romance. I have ALL their albums, and that is all I listen to. They are like an inspiration to me. I have been through my worst this year, and MCR has pretty much helped me through it, and express my emotions. Through drawings. Which I never show anyone. 

I would recommend 'The World is Ugly' to EVERYONE. Because it's that beautiful of a song.

I only have the digital versions, but I pray that I find their albums SOMEWHERE so I can buy them secretly with the pocket money that I am getting because I AM FIFTEEN.

Now, some personal talk.

I miss my dad. He's been in Africa since the 17th of June, and he's been postponing his arrival for a long time. He says he'll come back this Thursday. I pray so.

I will try to post as frequently as possible, but my computer is a jerk. But I have an iMac on the way, so it's okay. I guess. I will try and post EVERYDAY on this one. Until the 24th I guess. 'Cuz I will be going to India then. But I WILL TRY.

Another thing, I wanna live this year. I wanna be a little daring. I wanna try out new stuff, so I will. 

That's it about that for now. I'll keep you guys updated.

I have been reading a bit more now, and I have been reading my a lot of John Green books now. I just have Will Grayson, Will Grayson and The Fault in Our Stars left. I need more suggestions for books. 

Though I have a lot of books to read.

Maybe I'll put a 'something-day' for this blog. Y'know, like Taco Tuesday.

No food though.

So, something like, Music Mondays, Book Weekends and Fangirl Friday (where I pretend to be in love with everything that is "IN" right now.) Will it work?

So it's Music Monday. LET'S BEGIN!

This is my playlist for the week. Or so.

• The World Is Ugly - My Chemical Romance (Just in case you've forgotten)
• Sleepwalker - Adam Lambert
• Layla - Derek and the Dominoes (Or is it by Eric Clapton as a solo? I dunno)
• Billie Jean - Michael Jackson
• Hurts like Heaven - Coldplay
• Careless Whisper - George Michael
• Another One Bites the Dust - Queen 
• Ian Rubbish & The Bizzaros - It's a Lovely Day
• Smells like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Many people might have heard these songs. But this is just a playlist with one of my favorite songs, and it is mostly aimed at people who don't believe that there are any musicians in this world other than 1D and JB. (Not that I am judging you for that. I am just saying that there are other good singers too in this world.)

Well, Let it Be.

Hopefully I wont forget to be here tomorrow.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.