Friday morning, and white outside.

That means, I woke up this morning, looked outside, and it was clouds everywhere! Clouds galore! The fiesta of the clouds!

Not that it matters. I was just being observant.

First, I'll start with my inspirational words I was talking about in the last post, which have been getting me through the past couple of days. 

I've updated it, to fit most of my occasions.

“ I am angry. And sad. Really sad. You know why? Because honestly, I don't. Actually, I might, but at this time of my life, it's probably because of my family, or someone at school, but it's alright. I am feeling quite irrational right now, so I am in the school washroom. Hiding. This might seem like the worst day ever, but I'm gonna have great days someday. 

But if you ever feel like you have hit rock bottom, think about these songs:

Mama

Every ship must sail away

The world is ugly

The light behind your eyes

Gun

But you won't, because you're strong.  

And you're not like others. Not like anyone else. ”

There is more to this. But this is how much I want to share.

I just finished a part of Shwetha's gift, and I only need to put in one last bit. I don't know what it is though. Gotta rack my brains for that.

Second, I wanted to talk about an exhibition I went to this Thursday. It was Islamic exhibition about people who embraced Islam, and why they embraced it. It was a very enlightening. I enjoyed being there. Also, I saw a lot of people I know, I didn't go talk to them though. I am awkward like that.

At the beginning of this month, I made a list of goals I wanted to complete this November. I have gone green, but I don't know HOW to prove it. I mean, I have a book made totally out of recycled paper, and I have been saving electricity too. But I will continue going green even though my task is done.

1. Start a collection
2. Go Green
3. Listen to new music
4. Create a tasty dessert
5. Try a new hairstyle

But I don't know how to continue with 'Listen to new music'. I am going to listen to Hanan's playlist, but I am not in the mood nowadays. Well, we'll see.

And I think there's a party coming up soon, so I might be able to create a tasty dessert.

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Well, now it's Saturday morning. I think it's still white outside. ARGGGH, my head is aching. I just wanna hide and sleep. Or go to school so I can pass time.

Right now, I just wanna get 10th grade over with. You know, pass with respectable grades and get into Humanities, and just study what I love.

I just, went through this recipe book my dad bought me from London a few years ago, and I found a recipe of a 'Victoria Sandwich', which looked very nice. (I hope it tastes nice too.) is it a desserts though? Because I wanted to make it for my tasty dessert goal. I'm still looking through the book, but I probably won't be able to make it since I can't buy the all the ingredients at the moment as my dad will be leaving for Africa tomorrow, and I can't go to the market and buy the stuff. I do plan to make some easy dessert though. I'll show it to you when I'm done making it.

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It's already Wednesday, and I done NOTHING.

Well, let's end this post. And my iPad is being a b-word, so this font is unusual. I'll change it later.

#NowPlaying: TGIF — Katy Perry 

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.