The drama in here is crazy.

Since I slept and woke up to myself crying.

Because I've just been crying too much. I've been saying its my grandparents, but it's wrong to blame it on them since they're not even doing it on purpose.

I dunno why, but when somebody hurts me, I always blame them for my sorrow, but most of the time it's just me. It takes me a lotta time to sober up from the fury and rage. To now, I'm just doing crosswords and sudoku puzzles listening to My Chemical Romance. I've literally been singing the chorus of 'Helena' in my head the whole day.

ARGGGH! It's so frustrating to type on the iPad. It's worse since its broken.

Also, I've been doing A LOT of sudoku and crosswords these days. It's weird. New hobby.

Atleast I'm improving on my language.

I didn't do much today, cuz it was so gloomy outside. I don't know WHY I didn't do anything. I just waited for 12 PM, ordered in my Subway, ate it, watched TV, had a bath, and stayed at my aunts house being jobless.

I am losing a bit of weight, but I'm being EXTREMELY lazy. 

I started a blog post on my other blog a few weeks ago, and I still haven't completed it. I haven't really switched on my computer since hate it. And I need to get its fans checked. There is a lot of fixing of stuff to be done in my house. Mostly me since I am being a jackass these days.

Getting back to MCR, I am terribly sad they broke up. I really liked them at the beginning of the month, and I was just randomly listening to them, but after they broke up, the situations kinda turned into a 'you don't know what you got till its gone' thing, and I began loving them. This is one of the few bands I'm proud to be a fan of. 

I'm looking forward to school now, because it's a new year, but I am pretty sure I want the vacations to come in soon cuz I got weddings to attend in India. And I'm stoked. I AM REALLY looking forward to these weddings, and I KNOW they are gonna be awesome since these weddings are of people I'm close to. And because of that, I get all the inside action. And in one of the weddings, I'm closer to the bride's side, so I get to take the make up from the stylist. I think. 

Also, I can use the weddings as an excuse to get makeup. My blue eyeliner is blunt now, and so is my good black one. 

The worst thing about getting makeup is that these women come to me, asking me what I want, and I just wanna look at stuff. I'm not really into buying stuff. And because I'm usually in a scarf, they keep talking in Arabic to me, and it's strange. I went to Sephora a few months ago, and I took me pretty long to get my stuff since this nice lady was asking me what I want, and I wasn't sure cuz I hardly go to makeup stores.

I really gotta go now because I'm very tired and sleepy.

See ya.

Whatever.

-Sam Frank.