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Hey! If you haven't guessed, IT'S REEEEEM! :D Well, Sammy asked me if I wanted to blog, and I was like, okay! So yeah. I am blogging now. Oh, and bridge classes today. Bridge classes are these extra classes for 10th and 12th grade. It was fun. But all the teachers could talk about was how hard its gonna be. How we need to work hard this time. And oh, they couldnt stop talking about boards. Boards are these exam thingys we have. Horrible exam thingys. Only 10th and 12th grade have it. Okay, chuck that! I cannot believe I'm a 10th grader. Like, It's so.. Big. And this time I really have to work hard. No more procrastination. 

Well, I actually agreed to do this because I just wanted to talk. I don't really know why but this blogging-thing is fun! I would do one, but I would never be committed to it. I would be very lazy to update it and yeah. This blog is going to be something I just want to let out. Basically things I want to change about myself.

So. I've always been the really shy girl. YES I KNOW, hard to believe. Cause' I am pretty friendly and sometimes I don't care about what people think about me, but other times I actually do. I dont have a lot of friends also because YOU have to make the first move. Once you start talking to me I start being comfortable around you and yeah. I wish I was more confident. My shyness is so bad that I don't answer questions in class and teachers think I'm a weak student. But I'm not. I go completely blank and nervous when I have to answer a question. So that's what I want to change, I want more self confidence. 

I have the confidence to do things around people I know won't judge me. I feel self conscious when I'm around people I don't really know. I always feel like, what do they think about me? Do they like me? Do they hate me? Do they think I look pretty or ugly? And so on. I know I shouldn't care about all this but deep down, I'm very sensitive. Omg. I can't believe I just said this. Because I didn't tell this to anyone. When my friends insult me, it's like blah, I know they don't really mean it, but if a teacher scolds at me, I feel like crying because it hurts really. It makes me feel like that teacher doesn't like me. And I hate it when people don't like me. Because I like everyone really. If a person says they don't like me I feel like a horrible human being. It just makes me wonder like, why doesnt that person like me? I know I shouldn't care about what people think about me, but I just do. So I want to change that about me too. I don't want to care about what people think. 

Soooo those are two things I wanna change about me. Just wanted to let it out. And it feels much better. Oh! And this girl! Sammy! My Sammy, I think she is absolutely amazing and deserves a lot more love. If you like us PLEASE tell your family and friends about this awesome blog. 

PEEEEEACE!  <3

-Reem (: